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Monday, 8 February 2016

Judging Others

What is judging?   It is making a decision about someone and what he or she deserves because of it. The Greek definition of the word judge means to distinguish, decided, try, condemn, punish.

The real truth of the matter is that when one judges another, they are making a decision about that person and their deserving punishment. When one discerns properly, it is them making a decision about that person's behaviour and interceding so the person does not get what they deserve. If Abby Doe is a very evil bank robber and needs to be in prison verses Abby Doe is making a sinful decision and need the Lord’s deliverance. So for the first a judgment is a sentence of punishment whereas the response to discernment is to plead for deliverance.

So when one sees something or discerns something in another, it becomes the responsibility of that person to pray and to cover what they discern for Love covers a multitude of sins (1 Peter 4:8). Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not. (1 Corinthians 13: 4-7).

Yes, God is a just God. He is totally and perfect in holiness, righteousness and also holds a perfect standard to measure us and our behaviour by. Although he has that ultimate high standard He is also perfect in love as he sent His son to die for you and me so therefore let us just conclude that love trumps everything or better yet, love balances the scale of justice. What is the rule of thumb for us as prophetic people as watchmen? Ask yourselves this, “Is my response to another person or situation loving?”

We are told to speak the truth in love but if we can’t speak it in love it would be better to pray and ask the Lord to change our hardened hearts before we speak at all!

Excerpt  from Apostolic Restoration Ministries.

Sunday, 22 November 2015


JESUS met a Samaritan woman at the well of Jacob … and he said to her...

“True worshippers will worship the Father in Spirit and in Truth....” (Jn 4:23)

So what is worship in Spirit and in Truth?


Truth is NOT subjective! The Truth is Jesus - Jesus revealed

to us and in us and through us. The truth is, there is nowhere and nothing on earth that

compares to Him. The Truth is that Jesus is Saviour, Redeemer, Deliver, Lord,

coming King. The Truth is He loves us and wants us to live in freedom and truth.

His truth is revealed to us by the work of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit opens our

eyes to see Him. Truth always leads us to Jesus and not to ourselves.

Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth and the life” (John 14:6 ) and He said -

“When He, the Spirit of Truth comes, He will guide you into

all truth. “ (Jn 16:14) Truth is founded in Him and hidden in Him and in his word.

We need revelation by the Spirit to open our spiritual eyes (Eph 1:18-19 )

to see the depth and meaning He wants to reveal to us.

Worshipping Him in Truth also means in love – loving God with all our heart

soul, mind,  spirit  and loving our neighbour as ourselves.


What does worship in the Spirit mean? We know that, “The Lord is the Spirit,

and where the Spirit of the Lord is the liberty!” or FREEDOM! (2 Cor 3:17).

We know that the Holy Spirit brings and produces in us ….. peace, freedom and joy...

He leads us into abundant life.

The Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God, brings Liberty / Freedom. The Holy

Spirit is JESUS UNLIMITED. In John 3: 34

it says, “God gives the Spirit WITHOUT limit.” But we limit God ...

by our own experiences and our knowledge and understanding of Him – but He

wants to s-t-r-e-t-c-h us beyond what we currently know, understand or have

experienced and he needs full access to our hearts so we can experience Jesus



WORSHIP in Spirit is abandonment, adoration, freedom and joy. Worship

in Spirit is FLOW in the Spirit – it is a removing of our restrictions and traditions,

our experiences and understanding and flowing with Him.

Worship in Spirit is not 5.5 songs! Worship is a life given over to Him, open

and flowing – overflowing in Him.

What is FLOW ? Flow is following – following where the Spirit is going.

To flow we have to “open up,” step forward and follow Him wherever He is going!

And to flow, we have to 'DRINK.'

Jesus said, “whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed,

the water I give him will become in him a spring of water, welling up to eternal

life. (John 4:14). The Spirit wants us to live in the flow and to worship in the

flow of His Spirit.

Flow is ALWAYS MOVING, never still. But where will this flow take us?

It makes us nervous when we don't know where we are going! But this is what He says...

He will lead you to quiet waters... (Psalm 23) He will lead you into purity,

into holiness, into his presence where there is fullness of joy!

FLOW (following) leads us to green pastures and still waters (Psalm 23). FLOW will

lead you into the deeper things of God - “Deep calls unto deep” (Psalms 42:7 ) Flow

can lead to quite, reflectiveness and Spirit of God speaking deeply into your Spirit

revealing your heart and revealing his heart to you.

FLOW will lead you into higher things! The Spirit may lead you into

intercession – into spiritual warfare, which is fought in the heavenly places, the

high places (Read 2 Cor 10:3-5). Spiritual warfare is fought on our knees! It

petitions the throne room of heaven.

FLOW leads us to the high PRAISES of God, to proclamations and releasing the

Kingdom of God on earth as it is in Heaven (Matt 6:10).

FLOW can lead us into the heavenly courts worshipping with the saints before

his throne.

Whilst Paul and Silas were in beaten and thrown into jail … but they began to praise God

and the ground shook … their chains fell off … and the prison

doors were opened... praise & proclamation releases the power of God in our

lives and situations. (Acts 16: 16 ff)

FLOW leads us to healings and miracles! In Acts 5:12 – 15, we read that

the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders among the people.....

And as a result ... people brought the sick into the streets and laid them on beds and

mats so that at least Peter's shadow might fall on some of them as he passed by....

When we are in His presence his power is often released - If we let Him!

Remember FLOW - we can STOP FLOW if we want too – or we can let Him do His


Going back to the deeper things....

FLOW may also lead to repentance and holiness.... (this is worship in truth)

the Holy Spirit may also show us our sin and draw us into a deeper place of holiness and

consecration and change of character.

In Acts 3:19, Peter said, “Repent then, and turn to God,

so that times of refreshing may come from the Lord....” Note that times of refreshing

come AFTER repentance! This applies to us as well as non-believers!

Psalm 139: 23-24 says, “Search me O God, and know my heart; test me and know

my anxious thoughts. See if there be any offensive way in me, and lead me in the

way everlasting.”

FLOW in SPIRT and in TRUTH will lead to our changed nature! We can never be

the same again. When we are in his presence it is TRANSFORMATIONAL!

As we belong him, we are transformed into his glory!

Paul said, “ And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are

being transformed into is likeness with ever-increasing glory which comes from the


If ever there is a reason I want to be in His presence, flowing in Him, it's this!

Being in His presence transforms me! I want to be like Him. He is beautiful -

lovely – holy – righteous – loving – faithful – kind and good! We are revealed

as His sons and daughters when we are like Him!

BUT …. FLOW will only happen if we don't restrict God!

What stops us? - Fear !

We fear letting go and not being in full control. The Holy Spirit will not invade

you or do anything without your permission! He is a gentleman, not a bully!

He will knock on your door and wait for you to open it!

And do you think that your Heavenly Father, your brother, your friend, will hurt

you? This is a lie! (Read Matt 7:7 – 10 ).

He loves us and wants the best for us. He only gives the best and he only gives

good gifts. The Holy Spirit is a gift. Letting Him in is the best thing you can ever do with

your life! Laying down your life results in abundant life.

Flow does not stop flowing and moving unless we put boulders in the river to

stop the flow! The boulders can be fear, doubt, unbelief, self, control ….

they can be many things – but once boulders are revealed and we confess them and

ask God to remove them, the river can flow again!

If you pray this daily, your life will be an open channel for the Spirit of God to

flow in you and through you.


“Father, I give you all that I am – all that I have. I choose to lay down my life

for you. I choose to lay down my desires for your desire in my life. I confess

I have 'boulders' in my life ….....

I ask you to forgive me and remove them. I open up the doors of my heart and give

you full access. Come in your fullness. Direct my life. Take me into the deeper

places with you that I have never been before. I ask for revelation by your Spirit.

Reveal yourself to me. Reveal your love to me. Reveal your truth to me. Reveal

your Word to me.

I want to flow in your river. I want to drink deeply from you. Come and fill me again

with your living water and FLOW through me. I want to be transformed into your image.


Friday, 20 February 2015

Cultivate Your Heart

Cultivate your heart
20.2.15,  R Grigg

The Lord took me into a garden, and we talked.  I asked Him about the smell of flowers, and different features of the garden.  

We looked at different flowers,  plants and herbs, rocks and water.  We looked at herbs that are not particularly beautiful to look at, but have a purpose;  they bring healing and flavour.  Some people in His body are like that…. they may not look like a beautiful flower, but they serve a purpose and bring healing into the body of Christ. They are often overlooked, but they are so important and necessary in the Body.  We looked at different fruits… strawberries and blueberries,  apple and pear trees.  The Lord said that each one needs to be planted in the right place in the garden, otherwise it cannot survive.  If the strawberry plant spreads too far, and gets too hot or cold, it will start to die.  It needs to stay in the area that it will thrive in… the same with the other fruits, flowers and trees.  The apple and pear trees will not survive in wrong soil, or in the wrong place.  It is important to know where you are planted and where and what you need to pay attention too, and to cultivate and tend the plants and fruits in that area.  

At this point,  I sensed the Lord began to speak to me about The Church (his people)…. he said that the church needs to cultivate the garden of their hearts.  That He is the gardener, and he comes to prune and cut off the dead and unfruitful parts and branches of our lives.  He wants to strip back the branches so that we may be fruitful again.  

I heard the Lord say to the church,  that we need to take off and peel back the skins that surround us and protect us hiding who you really are.  Some fruit in his house has become bad …. some have become jealous, angry, full of hurt and pain, disappointed and crushed.  The Lord wants us to take off the cloak that covers us, that makes us look good on the outside, but inside the wounds are festering.  The Lord wants us to remove the layers, to open up our hearts to Him and to one another in truthfulness, honesty and love and through this, bring healing to one another, to His body.

The Lord asks us this today -  What do I require from you?  That you are full of goodness, grace, love, compassion; that you are salt that brings my taste and flavour, and salt that heals the wounds.  That you are light that reveals the darkness, bringing truth, and bringing freedom.

The Lord requires that we cultivate the garden of our hearts, and let him the gardener of our souls. 

See  John 15:1-8

Tuesday, 19 August 2014

Breath of Life

I was praying today concerning many of the disturbing things that are happening around the world today.... Christians and children being be-headed,  people being turned out of their own country,  the plight of Israel and Gaza,  and the city in USA in lockdown....  I felt such a heaviness in my heart for the people concerned ... it has been heavy over the last 5 days.   I prayed and asked God to intervene, by his hand, by his spirit and via people giving aid and help.  I asked for wisdom and guidance to govern the countries and city.

As I was praying,  the Spirit showed me that God has placed his Prophets along the Walls, at different parts of the wall,  all doing different jobs, though some look similar.  Some are Watchmen on the walls who cry out, who shout out what is happening in the spiritual realm and in the natural realm, who warn the church and warn the world, so that we may pray and repent.  They receive revelation from God to pass onto others, and especially to leaders, who are then responsible to act on the warnings.  Other Prophets stand or kneel and pray, intercede, declare, decree, when they see and hear what is happening around them.  Some Prophets are teachers and trainers,  some are on the battlefield,  and some are in the temple worshiping.  He showed me where I was (kneeling, praying) and he showed me where some of the others he has called are also.

The Spirit showed me that the heaviness I felt in my heart was God's heart,  his heaviness... he also grieves and mourns when he sees his people suffering.  He showed me that God is looking for those people and prophets who will lay their head on his breast, and hear his heart beat.  They may not hear 'words' but they feel his heart, his feelings,  and feel his pain and grief, feel his pleasure and delight.

To lay our head on his breast is a place of rest.  We feel his heart, and we know he feels ours.  Our hearts are safe in his hands.  From this place we also hear the breath of God.  Breath comes from Life.  Breath goes forth (like the wind) speaks, and life is formed and released when his Word is spoken.  Breath forms the Word - the Word brings power and put into action the purposes of God, because His breath comes from His heart.  If we put our head on his breast we will feel his heart beat and feel his breath over our lives.

May he breath over me - may he breath over you today,  filling you with life and rest.

Saturday, 14 June 2014


Noted in my journal on 26.7.13


After an hour or so of praying in the Spirit over people and situations,  the Lord took me into a garden, in the Heavens.  Jesus planted some flowers there for me,  purple and pink, species unknow, with a beautiful fragrance.   He then took me into his house, and we sat down in the 'living area'.  Some angels bought a cup of wine for me to drink and fresh fruit.  After I had drunk the wine, my spirit body transformed into light particles and my spirit was free - light, flying.  Jesus said to me, that I could go anywhere in His Kingdom or the world in the Spirit - I can just go there.

He sent me to Africa first - to lay hands on the African pastors and people I know who live there.  He also sent me to my mum (in a nursing home) to lay hands on her,  and also to some friends who live here in England.

He sent me to a lady and children, who were in hiding in Israel.  I took gold to her,  bread, water, wine and wheat.  I was also taken to some governors and rulers in Israel,  to open spiritual eyes to see Jesus and to release the Kingdom of God.  I was also taken to Syria to declare the Kingdom of God.  

I then came back into God's House in Heaven,  and He told me that I had been in intercession with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  

I looked back on this entry in my journey and wonder at God's timing and ability to bring all things together.  I have been reading the books called, "Ladies of Gold"  and how they were enraptured and taken in the spirit to many different places in the Heavens and shown many things, reminding us of when Isaiah saw the Lord,  high and lifted up, and  when  Paul was taken up into heaven and shown many things,  and John the Apostle was taken in the spirit on the Island of Patmos.

These ladies later went onto being physically 'transported' to different places to preach and lay hands on the sick (as Philip was in the book of Acts, out into the dessert to meet the Ethopian Enunic).   

Where can God take us in intercession?  Where can he take us if we are willing to spend that time with Him and step into the unknown?   How I long to go on more journeys with Him,  most of all, how I long to be near Him.  To be near Him, in His presence,  is the most precious and awesome experience that transcends all others, and I long for this to be my normal, everyday experience.  This is my prayer.  

Sunday, 5 January 2014

The Cloud

I was praying and singing and asking the Lord to show me more of Him, and to have more of the supernatural in life, but naturally....  as I was praying and asking God to speak to me,  I saw a picture of a dome,  filled with a white cloud, and in the middle of this was God.  He was partly seen, but mostly concealed.

He said to me, "I cannot show you my face completely.  I cannot reveal all that I am to you now.... it is too much for any man (person) .... the cloud is there to protect you.  No man may see God (in their flesh) and live.  (This is not including dreams and visions!  Many, including myself,  see God or Jesus in dreams and visions,  and heavenly experiences,  but even these are not a full manifestation of God, only a part.)

One day soon,  He said,  I will reveal myself to you completely,  but now,  only partly,  bit by bit.  (see I Corinthians 13:9-12)

So I asked Him about Moses (and others) .... didn't he see you and speak to you face to face Lord?    He said,  I had misunderstood.....  because Moses didn't SEE Him fully (whilst on earth),  but God  appeared to him in fire and smoke,  in a bush and in a cloud,  and when Moses asked to see His glory,  He had to put his hand over him, and God went behind Moses to protect him;  but he SPOKE to him face to face ... in other words,  Moses heard God speaking to him as if he was speaking to him face to face - Moses could hear God's voice talking directly to him .... that is why it is important that I hear him clearly, whenever he speaks,  without letting the enemy or other influences interfere with this.

His Spirit went on to reveal to me.... the apostles and many others saw God in the flesh,  (Jesus) in his manhood, in his human body.   Three of the disciples saw Jesus transfigure into his glory, even then, they did not see the fullness of God...  a cloud came, it descended, and out of the cloud came the voice of God.... this is my beloved son - listen to him.  (Luke 9:28-36).

Also when Philip asked Jesus,  show us the Father?  (John 14:8-9) Jesus replied,  "if you have seen me, you have seen the Father"  .... what I believe Jesus meant was by seeing Jesus, by knowing and experiencing Him, by receiving Him,  following and obeying Him,  we see and know the Father, because they are one in Spirit.  When we know Jesus,  we begin to understand the heart and mind of the Father.   Jesus was the physical manifestation of God in the flesh ... but he also manifested the will and purpose and plan and heart of the Father to the world, through his love, his power, his grace, and through his salvation-redemption on the cross.

So,  I asked the Lord during this encounter,  "what do you require of me,  that I may see you more?"  He said,  "that depends on your sacrifice and your obedience.   Just obey me ... do the things I've shown you, and sacrifice your time just to be with me - the more you are with me,  the more you see, know and understand.  The more you seek me,  the more you see."

So God shows himself to us,  reveals himself to us,  piece by piece..... but the more we lay down our lives,  the more we love him and offer ourselves as a living sacrifice,  the more he will reveal Himself to us.   

Wednesday, 4 December 2013

Going Fishing

On our anniversary holiday,   we went on a tour / trip,  going across from Lanzarote to Fuerteventura
on a little boat.  First we went to a little market town with a little beach,  then we toured the  sand dunes, and another beach.

The first stop was amazing.... my husband Paul and I went into a few of the shops,  then we settled onto the little beach, surrounded by cafes.   I always enjoy walking in the sea,  because this is where I hear God speaking to me so clearly, about all manner of things, but mainly about my relationship with Him.  This time is precious to me.

So I went for a walk in the sea... and to my amazement,  I saw a school of fish right near the seashore.   I looked down,  reached out to touch them, and they all moved away.   Some people had little rods or nets attempting to catch fish too, but these fish knew how to avoid them.     I called Paul over to come and look at the fish.  I then carried on walking up and down the seashore in the sea.  The sea was lovely and clear,  there were rocks and shells and stones,  but there were no fish on the other side of the seashore.  

Paul and I had lunch on the beach, and we saved the crusts from our sandwiches and bits of bacon from my sandwich... and the core of a pear.   We went back into the sea, and began to drop into the sea, at our feet,  the bits of bread and bacon, and the core of the pear.  The fish came swarming around our feet, and were no longer shy of our presence.  They came up close and swam in between our legs and feet.  

As this was taking place, the Spirit of the Lord began to speak to me about fishing, about going to where the fish are (rather than to the wrong side of the beach).   The fish will not come to us.... we need to go fishing,  we need to go where they are... we need to throw our nets on the right side!  (John 21:6).  Who and where are the fish that God is calling us to catch?  Go there!

We also need to feed the fish with the right food.... the fish loved the bread and the bacon, but did not like the pear!    The fish, like humanity,  are hungry for the right food.   Jesus is the living bread, and we need to be telling them and showing them who He is, (his power, his love, his death and resurrection) and how he can fulfil their true hunger.    We need to give them food that feeds their real spiritual hunger,  and not a weak or watered down diet.  We need to feed them,  to make disciples, and then teach them how to fish also!  We may also catch bigger fish, those in higher places in governments and people of influence in our nations, and we also need to feed them with the right diet.  They also need to have a good balanced diet of truth, power and love,  they also need to see the power of God demonstrated in their lives.  

So the question is,  will we go out fishing?   and where will we go, and what will we feed them?    We are planning to go out into the market place and into the pubs..... to the places where we know there are hungry fish.